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My attitude in life ...

2010-08-21T12:49:00.000+08:00

After 4 years, only I get to realize that I mistrust a person…it hurts me deeply…but I know that God is in

control, and He will let His healing take place in my heart…because I can feel it...

In life, I won’t be able to avoid emotional hurts, as long as people are around me, misunderstanding and

emotional hurts will exists. Instead of dwelling into deeper sadness, I choose to face it and come out from it.

To turn words into action is definitely not that easy, but I believe that if I really want to do something or eager

to want something, with God’s help, I will definitely be able to do it. Now, I really want to deal with my

emotional hurts, and I eager to have a joyful life!!!

There are things that affect me emotionally, and it brings negative emotions…and today, I choose to get rid

of it and delete it since I can do it, why not??!! I feel great when I made the decision of stop carrying

burdens that I actually do not need to carry…I feel relieve and happy… :)

In every seasons of life, there are many challenges that I will face…I won’t be able to avoid the obstacles or

hurts in life, but I can choose to face it with a different attitude…I will not be affected by anything or any

circumstances , if I have decided not to let it affect me!! Woohoo!!! ‘

This is how I should face life challenges man!!!!

See things in different perspectives...

2010-08-18T00:27:00.000+08:00

As time goes by, my thinking start to change…is because of what I had been through? Or what I had

experience? Or just being a transition of thinking as I grow up? ...I think all are included…I admit that I am a

very emotional girl, but as I grow up, I am trying my best to control my emotions…Last time I use to get

emotional easily, and when I am emo, I intend to let myself dwell and rethink things that make me sad, or

even just let myself go into deeper sadness..But recently when I get emo, I learn to sit down quietly and

analyze my own emotions…then I will find solutions to solve the problems and try getting myself to be happy

again…it works!!!!

Life is very vulnerable…I won’t be able to predict when is the time for me to go heaven…therefore it makes

the time for me on earth to become very precious…There are times certain things or circumstances that

affect my mood swing easily…but now when I think back, it doesn’t worth it at all…Last time when I am

feeling inferior or always think that I am not up to it, I tried to let others be the one that lead ,and even willing

to give up my post as a leader, because I think they can do better than me…NOW??? To me, that is

irresponsible!!! Since I am a leader, instead of thinking that I am not up to it, I should try ways to improve

myself and be a better leader…No one is perfect, but at least I am trying to improve and be a better one…

this thinking makes me feel great!! In order to face challenges in life, I really think that is all to do with my

mindset…how I feel, reflects how I think…

from today onwards, I will let God do the healing works, past hurts will not be an obstacles for me to live a

better future…instead it should be a lesson learn from mistakes and the strength that carries me on…

God, thx for the strength and joy You gave me…

family and friends, thx for always being there for me…your presence certainly do counts :p

A lesson I learnt in life...

2010-07-12T18:15:00.000+08:00

In life, there will be many different types of people that I will come across with…people come and go

in my life…certainly there will be happy moments and unpleasant moments…people I like, and also

people I don’t agree with…I may not understand why certain people do certain things or made a

terrible decision that they knew long ago that will make their lives in a mess…

Each and every one of us was brought up with a different upbringing… that is where

misunderstands, conflicts, disagrees occur. I don’t expect everyone to have the same mentality,

attitudes, moral values as I have… I admit that everyone do make mistakes including me…when I

was disorientated, there are people around me, always there to get me back on the right track…

Maybe I should start seeing things from a different perspective… when people around me are on the

wrong track, I must start to influence them positively, step into their world and pull them back…this

sentence sounds easy to me last time…but after experiencing certain incident, , today I learned a

lesson… besides patient and love, I need to change more on the way I see things…When I try to bring

people back to the right track, I need to spend time to understand their world…there are many basic

values such as responsibility, gratitude I think that everyone should know and should do things this

way…but many times it turns out with disappointments and angriness…

But now I learned to think that, I don’t put my values on others…I need to learn to don’t get angry

with other’s mistakes, it is not worth it…instead, I should continue impact and influence people

positively…don’t give up easily…God did not give up on me, what right I have to give up on

others?...the people I mix with always have a seasons…this seasons they come, next seasons they

go…

how long can I be with this person? What can I impact in her or his life? What influence I am to

her? What I want people to remember about me?...

giving is better than receiving…is time to stop counting how much effort I putting in and start giving,

impacting and influencing people around me positively…